I was watching you sleep last night and was falling more and more in love with you ; you are a very beautiful creature ; you continue to clear the hurtles of like with ease; I will never forget the day you sat me down and told me my worth - at age 9 - you never not once choose anything over me ; you continue to remind me that I will never need to look for anything in any man because...
I will never be good enough Thairs not enough confindence in my walk I’m not light skinned or have long hair I am FUCKED up mentally by previous relationships I hold on too tight to anything that I think can make my feel good I get overwhelmed quickly I hate the fact that I think this of myself but no one will ever know unless I let you … will you judge me ?
Sometime when your waiting for something your whole life just the thought of it possibly happening makes you wanna jump out of you skin and tell your exterior how you been waiting for this moment your whole life. Something that can be a decision of a lifetime ; yes or no ; red or blue pill ; sorry if I came off too strong. Just thought you was the core of me excitement…